Well.. before, punching the wall with my right hand makes me feel better. Lol, I hurt myself physically so the hurt that I feel emotionally will be diverted. But then I stopped doing that 'cause my Mom started thinking I have mental problems. Wth? So now.. I just do nothing but to cry. Let it all out. When I'm done crying, I either go to sleep 'cause my eyes start to hurt or study. Lol yes, I study now.