dear rhy, its been a while since we last talked, im pretty sure you've changed alot, well me too. I miss you so much, i miss everything about you, your craziness, your sense of humor, and the way you call me 'kumag', its just so damn sweet, you're one of the reasons why i've been addicted to ftalk. Before im always hoping that you'd open your ft and PM me or give me repu saying you missed me, but neither of that happened. Then one day admin gave me your email, i tried finding you and i did, i've sent messages to you but you never replied to any of that, I understand it, you're busy with your life. You have many friends no wonder you've forgotten about me, but i dont. I dont know why until now im still thinking about you, i dont know whats in you, i dont know how you made me write this for you, yeah, you're awesome like that. I think this would be the last time that im going to tell you i miss you, im crazy for writing this for you coz' i know you'll never read this, im not even sure if you still remember ftalk. Anyway, i miss you, i miss you so much. P.S. you look lovely as always. Love, Shanaktot