I'm going to post it here because I don't want this to be seen on my tumblr or facebook or any other sites because fuck them. [spoiler]I'm tired, okay? not the kind of tired where sleeping could cure this, I know because I've tried so many fucking times, I've tried sleeping for twelve hours only to remember what I was trying to forget last night. I'm tired of fitting in, I'm tired of school, I'm tired of being that friend they always vent to, I'm tired of holding back and never been to anyone before, I'm tired of sending them sincere text only and not receive anything, I'm tired of always being available to anyone because when I'm the one who needs them now, they aren't there, I'm tired of letting go because they say it isn't mine, and if it's mine then it will come back sooner or later, you know, I've let go of everything and nothing comes back. I'm tired of giving myself to anyone who needs it temporarily and leaves a scar on me permanently. I'm tired of being that generous person to everyone, I have nothing left to give anymore. I'm tired and I'm empty. Please.[/spoiler]