[spoiler]Sorry if I often disturb you; I hate feeling like I'm wasting your time but in every conversation I try to make I always hope something will happen. Well nothing ever happened. I'm sorry for assuming things. But what I'm most sorry about is the fact that I won't give you what you want, but I promise I'll leave you alone. I'm so sorry it's taking me this long to forget...I'm 20 now so I need to grow tf up. I write letters but I promise I won't send them. I may not be the source of your sadness but I'm sorry anyway for disturbing you. Thank you for being cold to me, and I say this not in the intention of making you feel guilty but seriously. Thank you for treating me the way you did whenever I try to get close to you. Thank you for making me hope for nothing, telling me things like you have to tell me something and then later on tell me it was all a joke. Sorry for all the seconds I stole from your time. And thank you for the harshest words you've given me--they made me stronger. I only wish the best for you, and may you never meet someone like me again. May we never ever cross paths in the future. I'm fine with the way you treat me now: a stranger. Nothing ever happened between us. I'll forget those things too, just wait.[/spoiler]

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