when my bestfriend slash gym buddy died in a car accident.. that was the first time i saw lots of people cried in front of me.. then told myself 'if crying could bring someone back to life i would hire other people to cry with us'.
Operation. I wasn't supposed to feel anything ouchy 'cos of the anaesthesia, but I felt them insert the screwdriver-looking Mammotome probe thing in me. I felt like I was stabbed. Ouchy feels.
the day when my favorite cousin (and almost a brother to me) died in a painful way. At the same time it was our finals week and I cant really concentrate on studying back then.
Now that I think about it, the painful moments are the ones where I am alone in the night and it's the lonely hour and I think about my life and there are physiological aspects involved like my breathing hardens and I feel like someone is suffocating me and literally squeezing my heart inside.
I hate it when I get those.
When someone left me , 3 months ago. Honestly it still hurts a bit cause we've been together for quite a long time.
but She's just Threw it all of a Sudden SMH. .