[quote=chaw;#405597;1399430911]I never knew if he liked me and he never knew that I fell for him[/quote] You are so good with heartfelt descriptions. You were actually my favorite author among ftalk members That was like... 4 years ago?

I don't know if it is love, but it's like, years have gone by, almost 9 years in fact, and every time(yes, define every time) he's around, I feel restless, conscious and....ugh. But I don't think it's still right. I like him a lot, he's intelligent, cute, religious, and really really kind. He said he loves me, but I know he loves someone else even more. He's in the seminary, and it hurts to see him in that attire, telling me that [b]we[/b] are impossible. There are so much to share, it will take hours for me to type everything(for that 9 years )

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[quote=aya;#405736;1399466840]You're in a love triangle with God?[/quote] Somehow? I feel happy because he chose God, and sad at the same time because we can't be together as a couple. I mean, we can also serve God as a couple right?

My first love was an array of different colors. It started with blush pink but ended in pitch black.