Dear Me,
Why you so stupid? You made things complicated. Now you're acting like someone stole your lollipop. Being being like that. Stand straight, chin up and smile.
Dear me, I know you've been through a lot. As in, a lot. But it's not enough to say that you're mature enough. Please, be careful with every decision that you make and don't make unwise moves. Like chess, think wisely so that you're in favor of the game.