Roman Catholic for years, I turned eleven and I realized my heart is not really in it. It's not an insurance to me and I'm not a hypocrite. But I did pray directly to God instead of petitioning saints or the mom. For my reasons, many have hated me because i don't believe the same as they do and that I will suffer in hell for eternity, I say they are lost and need to see.
Mao: "Unless the problem of method is solved, talk about the task is useless."