[spoiler]I wanna end this thing up. I don't really wanna lose him because I loved him. He's a part of my life now. But really, this love fades. Communication? Maybe that's the problem. He doesn't make a way to greet me. Just say, "Hi" or anything on my inbox. It hurts. But I'm not the kind of person who tells what I feel. But of course, I'm still waiting for him to do it. But he's not! I know he wouldn't. He's busy playing dota, hanging out with some other [i]barkadas[/i] of him, facing in front of his monitor all day long. I'm tired. His phone was broken, he told me. Alright, I have trust on him. I think he's telling me the truth that, that is the reason why he cannot text me. But, why when it comes to sending a message.. he can't even do. I'm not a fool. If he wants to talk to me, he'll make a way to do it. Now, he's not. Then, he don't want. I can't say that I do not care. He is special. He's not just a simple person to me. I guess he should make me feel special too. That's what I wish for. At first, he's too sweet. Now and then, it changed. He changed a lot. It's just too sad that I don't know what to do now. I don't know if I should talk to him on our first day. That's June 14, and fourteen is a special day for us! I don't know. Dunno if I should say that we're done or something. Dunno if I should just deny the thing that I should do. I'm so stupid! I'm confused. I don't know if I should say this to him or to my friends first. I need an advice, you know. But I guess I will try my best to tell you this. I don't want to be a liar. I don't want this thing to be worse. We can just be friends. And I have this plan this coming school year that I will now focus on my study. You know that I can't just be lazy. Teachers' eyes are on me. I know that we're too young, we should study first. I want us to be friends again. I think that friendship on our previous year was better. We should do it and that's the lesson.[/spoiler]

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