There were some seniors who gave orientation to us freshmen. They have the same course as us. They're 3rd year college students. I remember I was sitting at the frontmost row and he's just next to the guy in my front. There was this time when we can ask them anything pertaining to our course. Then my seatmeat, friend, wanted to ask something but she's a bit shy to ask it so I asked it for her. I asked the guy in front of my friend and he answered it pretty good. We're literally looking up at them since we're sitting and their a bit tall and stuff. So, he's answering our question when my crush walks closer to us and listened to what our other senior says. I felt like someone's looking at me rather intently. So I turned my attention to him and I saw him looking at me as if I'm the only person in the whole world. It doesn't portray any distinct emotion, but I can tell his full attention is on me. So yayy! But after that, I realized I have some dry saliva on my lips so I felt really embarrassed. And then that night when we had our Acquaintance Party, I saw him standing beside the chairs. I turned my head to look at him. Gosh, he's so gorgeous. I saw him turned his head to our direction, so I had to look somewhere else. After a matter of seconds, I looked at him again, and he would turn his head again to us as if he knows I'm secretly looking at him. After some hide and seek, he walked to our direction and sat just a few feet away from me. (maybe approx. 1 meter) and so, his presence so evident, I stopped looking at him and looked at my dancing classmates instead. After awhile, there's this girl who sat beside him and talked to him. It's like there's something about them, and so it hurt a little for me. After that, another girl took his hand and they went to the dancing part of the venue. I bet they enjoy themselves and danced their heart out. *sighs* He doesn't even know me, so it doesn't really matter.