I don't know. I just don't know what's happening about us. It's just that I can't explain why he still stares at me whenever I'm around, but sometimes he's obviously staying away from me. I can feel him. I wanted to stay away too and I'm doing it. I don't know if it hurts him because he can see me when I'm staying away. But why does he feel so sad when I'm doing it? I thought he doesn't love me anymore. He shouldn't be acting like that. But I want him back. Oh no no, I've said it. I hate this feeling. I know we're never ever getting back together. But who knows? Maybe someday. I wish.