Dear someone, [spoiler]Although we lost our friendship, I didn't regret any of it. I'm hoping you'll talk to me soon because our time is already running out. Just so you know, I'm so attached to you, you're one of the few people I've been so open to before, you saw me at my worst state, you saw me at my most vulnerable, you saw me when I was trying to hurt myself physically, you saw me when I wanted to be invisible. I told you things I've been hiding all my life, I wasn't scared to be judged by you simply because I know you wont. We were close friends, and I hope you realize that I'm tired of feeling this way, I'm tired of holding back the tears everytime I see you. I know you can see how hard I am to myself, how hard I try not to breakdown in front of you. I wish I could just leave and forget you but I can't because you're everywhere. You're all over me. There are only two months left, until you're finally out of my sight. I want us to be okay again.[/spoiler] Love, 16