Master ... I almost fell for you . But I didn't . You never took courage to tell me what you really feel. You just make me feel it. I know it's a different thing but I ignore it. I understand that you are scared of being hurt and rejected for you have been heartbroken for so many times...... and I'm hoping that you too, could understand that I experienced the same thing. and I'm not making the first move. No matter what happens, I won't. Please do understand that I am a girl . I cannot make the first move. You could call me 'Manhid' all you want but it's better to be called numb than assuming.