[font=calibri]Easier for me if I was [b]never[/b] born. I won't have to live with this constant fear of dying and this nagging anxiety of getting punished for [i]all eternity[/i] in hell for all the things that I've done in the mere number of years I've been living on earth. Life is beautiful only if I wasn't [i]aware[/i]. It's like from the moment we were born, all of us leaped from different heights of a cliff and the people who didn't pick a higher ledge dies first. ©[i]aya[/i][/font]