Of course not. I'm the sugo from the heaven I'm the one. so things would never be easier if I were never born. Lol. on the other side, i also wonder this sometimes Thinking maybe my parents would be richer by today if i were not born. They don't have to spend so much money for hospitalizations, for tuition fees wasted for 1 year.. Idk.

No. I think everybody needs me. People like you, paw, rai and push, you guys all need me. Plus there's a guy out there who will end up lonely if I were never born. I don't really have any influence on my family except the fact that I give honest criticisms to them lol. I have scholarships so they don't really need to pay for my college. Yeah, I think I'm the prodigy in the family. Life is easier with me in it. [hr] This thread is for people who need a little ego-boosting

[quote=chaw;#390830;1396396215]No. I think everybody needs me. People like you, paw, rai and push, you guys all need me.[/quote] Wow ha! Hahahahahah pero yes, I need you and I luv you. [hr] Things would have been easier, yes, because my parents wouldn't have had a very awkward girl for a daughter but when I think about it, I guess I'm not so bad after all. At least I know how to differentiate fun from stupidity. And also they have someone to live and work for, especially my dad, his life is such a mess that sometimes I just worry so much about him. Bloop. My friends, they won't have somebody serious to get advises from and they won't have somebody to side and listen to them when things go wrong. And lastly, people wouldn't have someone to kick an extra boost of self-confidence from. When they see me, they'll feel better about themselves because they're not as bad a mess as I am. So thank me people, thank me for my existence! Lulz. Crazy.

^that is beautifully profound.

[quote=chaw;#390830;1396396215]People like you, paw, rai and push, you guys all need me.[/quote] Bro, who ever said we need you? We don't.. we badly need you. It's like you're my birth mother, without you I probably was [b]never[/b] born. [sup][b]Im a freaking demigod. I contributed to this land. Without me, this place you humans call earth would not be a better place[/b][/sup] Loljk. Honestlyyyyy.. [sup]Self-pity crap starts now..[/sup] [sup]Of course it'd be a better place If I wasn't born. Hell, my family would've been rich or billionaires if I wasn't born. They wouldn't need to pay roughly 1.5 million (not talksht) to keep me effing alive. I came 10years after and I made my father pay thousands and thousands of money just to keep me breathing which he has been paying for his whole time working. And he had an epic job. After that, I'm all grown up and all I still get hospitalized for 3-5months. Sometimes I think death awaits me lol. My mom and dad would never have to worry about me every single day. My mother would've been still skinnier if she didn't spend all of her life in the hospital with me. While my dad was paying for hospital bills, I started school.. So yea, another child, another tuition. I'm another mouth to feed, and a hefty one since it's not just food that I needed. I needed medicines and all of that crap.[/sup] [sup]On the contrary, If i wasnt born. No one is going to work at an early age to pay my dues as a daughter to them [/sup]

[quote=aya;#391029;1396463385]Who was it who pushed you to work an early age? Is it.............. #PURURU?[/quote] Hell no, #pururu had no participation at all , it was my starving self and family due to being effing broke after that typhoon 'Ondoy' came. It was ondoy who pushed me

[spoiler][size=1]^ Lol you're not alone. Hahaha I fear death too and sometimes when i'm in the midst of doing one of my shameful addictions (i.e. pornography), I pause and look at the ceiling and just think, "if I died right now, I would be in hell tonight." But I'm always reminded of the God who sent His son as a sacrifice for our sins. Our sins have been paid for so we don't have to burn in Hell forever. And I feel so undeserving, but God already made a way so we should embrace it and change for the better while there's still time. [hr] In all honesty, of course I know some things will be easier if I were never born. My parents and my friends do not have to deal with my stubborness /: My parents' lives would be so much easier if they only had three children instead of four. I could go on and on and on, but I like to be optimistic and believe that I can eventually do things in the future so I can repay my parents...even if I know nothing can ever repay that effort and love they've constantly showed me.[/size][/spoiler]

how would i know if it's easier if i was never born?

If my parents used a condom then my mom wouldn't be a disgrace to the family.