[quote=chaw;#400308;1398233899]Why is your caption "Desolation"?[/quote] The past three years made me feel that emotion. It's destructive and makes me feel helpless and at the same time I find myself being drawn towards that certain feeling. There is not a single day in the past three years where I have not felt desolate and useless and I tend to blame no one but myself. Even though the pain is caused by another person, I feel that I have caused or pushed that person to behave as such and thus, hurting me in the process. I started hating going out and preferred to stay inside my room. I became a shut-in. I forgot how to hold a conversation with a regular person and so, I dread socializing with other people. I hated the people around me, even my family. It's prolly cause I want them to leave me alone and not nag me about what to do with my life. Eventually, I grew weary of my dark room ad the sense of isolation it imposes on me. I started reading books which lifted my spirits a little and I accepted invitations by friends to go out and have fun like swimming, morning jog, karaoke singing and some silly stuff. I started smiling a little more and laughed a little bit because I know I am not destined to be in desolation for a long time. The caption reminds me never to go back to being depressed in sad because it's better to waste time being happy and fulfilled instead of moping and sulking and being depressed. :-) [spoiler]Nah,i'm just kidding chaw. It's actually from my favorite movie, The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug.[/spoiler] [hr][hr] Yung mga magpopost dito, sagutin yung mga tanong sa taas na gusto niyong sagutin hindi yung tanong lang ng tanong, okay? hahaha peace *lots of smileys baka may magalit na naman*