It took me.. Idk. I guess almost a year to say that I have completely moved on from my the first guy that I have ever loved. There's actually no commitment between us, but what do you expect from a first love experience? When I got my heart broken I guess it was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I have experienced thinking that I am getting better but then life would just hit me by a flashback. All at once, It felt like a ton of bricks have fallen on me. That moment when I realized that that someone who was just once a stranger have stolen all my happiness and yet I still want him back. When he got all his promises broken but I would like to keep mine. It was dreadful indeed. It's hard to let go of someone when you truly in your heart believe that no once could love you and the fact that someone else once did makes it difficult to move on. But yeah, it's actually all worth it because it really feels good and incomparable when you now that you have finally escaped from the bars that he and yourself have made. Yay!