I'm still on the bloody the process of moving on. But, how can I move on when he never became mine in the first place?! Oh, well. Anyway. The topic's about the first heartbreak so I'm still going to tell the tale. I've been crushing on my schoolmate/friend since, like, forever. He knows that I like him and we're ok. Once, while joking with one of our friends, he went and said "Ahh. Crush ako ni Junice (Ahh. Junice has a crush on me)" proudly. So I was a bit happy cuz he's acknowledging the fact that I like him. Anyway, my first REAL heartbreak happened on our Senior's Prom. I know that he's courting some other girl but it's ok to me cuz, he never really gave me a false hope or what. But before going to the prom, my bestfriend asked him if he could dance with me and be my first dance. He agreed so I was actually happy. Haha. So, the prom came, the programs ended and it was time to dance. My bestfriend was pulling me to him but I was so shy and all. Because what I want is for him to atleast volunteer to dance with me. But he never did that. The prom was near at the end that time. Dejected. I roamed around then found her dancing with the girl he was courting. There and then, I got my first broken heart. I went to my guy bestfriend (he's not allowed to dance with some other girls cuz of her gf. ) and took a seat beside him. I leaned my head on his shoulder then, I cried in public because of a guy for the first time. My guy BFF freaked out cuz I was crying.

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