Well this wasn't my first relationship but I've never felt so heartbroken like I have in this relationship. I knew it was love because in the whole time we spent in this relationship, I promised to love him for who he really is. I put all my hopes on it and came back ten times feeling disappointed. I stayed 'til it finally took a toll on me...so I just had to give it up before it consumes all of me. I learned a lot of things so I still thank God for what happened between the two of us. And everyday I'm trying and learning to forgive him and myself and us. So keri lang~