Dear someone, [spoiler]Yeah. I might have built a wall between me and you making you unable to understand who I really am. But seriously, can't you see why I did that? I decided to stop forcing you because you made me feel like you don't want to get close to me. I tried opening myself to you.. making you feel that I want to be your friend as well, that I want to be close to you like our other friends do but you never allowed me to get near you. You never showed me the entire you. I see hesitations in your eyes whenever I ask you things that bother you which is why I stopped showing that I care. Now, why? why are you telling me that you are afraid of me? That you can't get near me because I made you feel like it. Why do you blame everything to me? I really can't understand you. [/spoiler]