First FT crush was probably Japhet when I joined LFR But t'was just admiration of his cute face because I was sensing different vibrations from him. Turns out it was really something. First real life crush was in 3rd year high school. He was a friend's boyfriend and said friend was cheating on him. I think it started to "end" when I saw he wasn't over my friend so I kind of hooked them up during the school dance so they can either get back together or have a proper closure (?) Then the "crush" feels totally went away during our senior year when I saw the douchebag he is and how he was super user-friendly. What a dick.