Dear Someone, [spoiler]I noticed that you're always busy. I've been missing you, just so you know. I really wanted to say the truth, but I just can't because i know that i have no rights to say this. I'm not your gf and you are not my bf. I don't even know what kind of relationship is this because we're not even "friends" i guess because you were never there when i need someone whom i can lean on. You were never there when im alone. You were never there and never will. and i hate the fact that i'm falling inlove all over again. I'm afraid. I don't think that it's the right time and i'm not sure if you are the right person. Because i was thinking if we'll be together, you'll just always act like that. Act as if i don't exist after dismissal. Don't tell me that you're always having those fvckin practices because you're not! Sometimes you're just in the quadrangle with some other guys and gals who flirt with you. Those guys who influenced you and starting to ruin your life..... I think it's not "you" anymore. It's not the person that I liked in the first place. You were so different. You've changed. And I want the real you back. I need the old you. Please don't change because you don't have to. You're already perf. So please..... I miss you.[/spoiler] - zelle