Dear Someone,
[spoiler]I hate it when i remember all the things that you did to me were just ways for you to hurt me once again. I thought we were meant to be. Words came out from your mouth like you really mean it and yet you have the guts to feel like nothing happened and like we didn't spent time together. You are so selfish and stupid. A liar! You don't deserve a person who'll love you more than you love her. Because your stupidity comes in you! I REALLY HATE YOU! If i could just do anything to make you feel all the pain that you left in me, unfortunately, you are still lucky because you're always the person who's just sittin' there all day and feels like nothing happened. I know that there are things that we can't explain, but that's a shit of you when you can't even find any words to say! It's a lie. I know it's a lie. You are so denial! You don't even let me know the reasons. Well if you're thinking that i might get mad... of course i will! But you know who i am. You know what kind of person i am. Whatever it is, i will always and forever understand the reasons behind if it's the reality. And it's just so disappointing 'cause it seems like you didn't know me. You don't know how painful it is. And I can't help it because you left me alone without someone to hold on. You ruined my life and I don't know where to start because you made me believe that all your promises will be someday a reality. I'm begging you, please don't you come back to me again. Stop making me crazy. I know you know that I really really love you. But please don't make it a reason for you to come back and hurt me once more. Twice was enough. I don't want to feel the pain all over again because it's going to kill me, you know. If you don't want to talk to me or you wanna act like you don't know me, fine with me! I'll be alright with that. Maybe it's a way of letting go. I really want this feelings to stay away from me because you are not the right person for me. I want to say goodbye but i don't know how because we can't even start a conversation. So this time, I want to assume that I'm writing a letter to you and I want to say good bye. Thank you for all the tears. I wish you'll die swimming with my tears with shark that comes out from my eyes.
PS: Forget the #14 because it kills me inside. And if you're going to have another girl, please don't call her baby too. It's not really good when you call someone else "baby".
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